new one 21 nov 2010.......read quiclly :O

heelllo!
the return of the beast
ready to feast
on ur fear
with a side drink of water crystal clear
its so evident
although i m just a small piece of sediment
in this ocean of dust
the exact same one
thats filled with lust
the one that has lost all means of trust
this must
be a joke cause
this is not me! cant u see?
if it aint me
it aint u! so listen to my plea
they control u
and ur every word
 MENTALY,danglin from the ceiling is a sword
but in REALITY ur sitting in FORD
and u have everything but u still scream out to ur lord!
oh god ! give me the power to withstand
take me out of this band
of people who have sand
in their eyes ,enough sand
to turn the bloody pacific into land
the eyes they are the key
so u can see
through the souls
and through the fake voting poles
when u put in one vote
they giv the next guy a 20 $ note
to cast the wrong vote
so one more time!
wake up before i squirt lime
in ur eyes ! and force u to say i m fine
the media hasnt got me!
i will be wat i want to be
a rebel in the brainwashed sea
of people who beg and plea
to those on top
rather then stop
they look up at a culture known as pop
u think they will save u?
u have no idea what is true
so take out ya thinking caps
and go run around the laps
thinking of how to rebel
and how in this deep pit have u fell
they are watching
they will be catching
ur evry move
u better get into groove
and start moving
to save ur self from being
a puppet of the elite




sorry for the lack of posts been having my exams and a couple of parties with ma frnds so didnt have time
remember dont forget to tell me wat u think of this in the Cbox in the side bar! :DDDD

this for all those who find it hard to see through
the media ,to find wat is true
they feed u bullshit
u dont see it
u dont know it
untill u get hit
with the truth
it makes u sick
by that time
ur gone ur over
they steal everything ur dollar and dime
ur eyes hurt like somebody squirted in lime
u oppose the elite
but u have nothing
while they have a ship fleet
to blow u away
to make u stay away
u still scream
hoping to end this terribale dream
but it aint a dream
its a reality
they shoot ur brothers without u knowing
they make u bleed without knowing
they take away ur mind body and soul without u knowing
they slowly take ur life
they start with ur kids and wife
and then shoot u in the middle of the night
out of everyones sight
they wont allow u to bring out the messege
they dont want to release the truth
ur voice is drowned by the thousands of lies
engulfed in the silent  cries
u reach out
but they cant hear u
u need to shout
they still dont hear u
u get a gun put it to the head and finsh it urself
take the bullets from the shelf put it in the gun
the door is shut
and like a movie maker u scream "i cant take no more CUT!"
*BOOM*
*blank*


srry for the late update .............i was having exams

hey man i know i havent been looking in the best of shapes lately but hopefully the following verses explain why









so heres the thing man
my mind is like a vault
nobody can get in and i cant get out
nah chill it aint ur fault
but this rhyme is just to explain ,what i have been going through, which route?
it feels like i have a 6 inch deep gash in my heart, dipped in a jar of salt
the pain is there
its too much to bare
the weight of others is on my shoulder
surrounded by warm smiles
but i m just feeling colder
feel like i m alone walking a thousand miles
still got a couple more to go 
though,
i cant get over the fact that u ppl lie so much
wat ever happened to honesty and trust?
is all of it realy gone because of ur lust?
for money,for fame .....aint u already got enough?
the sadness that surrounds me
is too dark for me to see
through the this dark mist
so i make a fist 
afraid i might crash into something 
so i keep punching the air ,here and there ......great............another miss!
if i were to write my problems
it will be turn out to be one huge list
i sometimes feel used
from society i have been refused
i feel like i have been mentaly abused
most of u seem amused
when i make jokes
dont get me wrong i like it when i make u laugh
but  sometimes i wonder whats wrong with me ?
why do i make this shrouded facade for others to see
so i am waiting here ,
just waiting for some one to see through the mask 
and just for once ................................see me.......................

EPIC! i like this one alot

START THE DAMN YOUTUBE VIDEO!


















i cant think of what to write 
my poetic mind,
its finaly lost its sight
i am searching bloody google for ideas, despite
the fact that i know it aint right
real poetry comes from the heart
not from google's might
my mind is bottling itself
like somebody put it on 6 foot high shelf
i cant reach it i need help
enough of this dilly dallying around
time to do something cause actions speak louder than any sound
I AM A MAGNIFICENT POET!
I AM S PROFOUND!
YEAH MAN U BETTER KNOW IT!
i creep behind words
i see the light behind the words
the power of speech is in my hand
times ticking by like a hour glass's sand
this is SOULFUL poetry not some asswipe song for an asswipe band
time is moving need to write this down
not making another mistake
na-uh i aint no clown
i understand whats going on
so i pick up my pen
and write with the speed f sound!
before they shoot me in the head just to calm us down
cause i am a rebel SPEAKER
i melt through ur cocoons like sulphuric acid in a BEAKER
every other poet has got some lame ass lines
like i need t seek him or to SEEK HER
these people have frgot the world
everytime i have looked at them my stomach swirled
and quite a few times i have hurled
i wrote a huge ass poem
for some specific people
so dont giv a damn ,
i just wanted to show u the and i am brave and bold
BOLD enough to knock ya out COLD!




 HAAAAHHAHAHAAHA! ;)




so how was it? tell me in the cbox alrite?

OOH yeah!
i m a beast
i am ready to feast
on ur fear
so dont run away dear
this just starting to get clear!
u thought u could put me down
but looks like the tables have turned around!
haha hey dont blame me
u started it not me!
i told u not to mess with the best!
this aint even the real deal
its just a test!
but i must confess
u did try to make my life a mess
haha bitch i m gna make u detest
not anybody but me
i am the master of deception
cant u see!?
i am a soul set free!
i am like a tiger
waiting for my meal from behind a tree!
ROAR! B***H!
HAHAHA!
i m the unbeatable
the powerful!
well except God ofcourse!
any way i am come toward u like a ghost
riding on a 6 feet horse!
swinging my sword like a maniac
just getting closer for the perfect attack!
HAHAHA run away! run away!
soon u gona lay
in ur grave
known as the douche who got knocked out by...........
W-Y-K the GREAT!




i just felt like writing this! ..........................whoa way to let off some steam!

i have been through so much 

i am standing here so brittle

i can break with a slight touch

u took it 

u took my soul out of my body

and slammed it onto the wall as u see fit

remember this is just the begining

i will make u remember me 

every where u will try to find me

i m not gonna be there

i already said goodbye 

i aint no more here

i am like the tide

i came and before u knew it 

i left ur side

i have always been a silent mind

i have tried to act kind

but i dont think i can hold it any longer

the urge within me is getting stronger

i am losing it

i cant hold ON!

F**K THIS SHIT!

no wats happening to me!

am i letting it control me!

no no get out!

cant any body hear me shout!

i am screaming

i cant be any more loud

screaming my lungs out

plz save me from this pit

of fire and death 

i am getting crowded by darkness

all i can reach out for is sorrow and regret

my life's destiny is already set

no why am i in this dark world alone

my heart is gone cold

cold as stone

no body to call 

it aint like i can call a phone

was i meant to stay here 

till i m nomore but skin and bone?

SOOOO EMO RITE? its okay another one is cming realy soon........................sooner than u think

TO ALL OF 8 KAPPA "this one goes out to you :')"

listen to the below song while ur reading plz


its amazing realy
cant say it realy
the words dont fit
but it was amazing
i aint joking i am speaking sincerly
we had a good time
i cant believe this is gona be over,
man this is sick i am sad i have to leave
but when times like these come
u just go with it and roll up ur sleeve
so promise me this one thing
u aint never gona forget me or give up(on ur dreams)
cause someday i ma come back the ringing the bell like
DING DONG DING
we will embrace each other like family and start to sing
so dont be like that
dont be sad
this is just the beginning
life aint over yet
we got a whole lota years ahead
we will meet again,so dont sweat
i will cherish our memories and the words we have said
i am sad to say good bye
but everything comes to an end
but this aint like everything
the earth may shake me off my feet too
but do nothing to my love for you
this is a true bond that will last forever
no nothing not even a tremor!

i like t listen to this when i am writing rap

yea man 
i dont know 
whats happinin 
whens all this crap gonna end
i dont know man i wana just stop rite here rite now
take a gun to the head and just CLICK CLACK BLAOW
this beat ,i dont know wat rite but its bringing everything out
i feel like i need ta shout
shout so loud!
bring a whole house down
drop a kings crown
i need to get a life, enough of acting like a clown
i feel like nobdys listening
evreybodys talking bt i am just a silent soul whispering
i have had enough of this bullshittin
i wana stop and get this thing over with
stop so i can think back 
what went wrong
why is all my rap 
so whack
i think i am just talking crap
i cant do it anymore
i have lost everything i thought was worth fighting for
i cant see where this road is leading to or
know if i ma reach the end 
sometimes i shiver
like an unrested soul i go around and linger
aint nobdy know hw i feel
aint nobdy knw this shit is so real
i needa sit back and rethink wat caused this ordeal
i feel like i am being possessed by EVIL
but i have had enough
i ma change my life
rite now
if i dont, i might never
get this chance ever
so lets spin the word EVIL 
so i can get the word LIVE
alrite thats mre like it
so that goes for every one sharing the same feelings
lets get up and live
FK the evil lets live
live like we never did
fk the world and feed it shit
its depressing u?
me too
so forget abt it
the worlds like a shadow
if u try to catch it 
u never will
but if u turn away from it
he has to follow u even if its not his own will
so get up there lets shw them how we do it
lets show them aint nothing gona stop us
nope, nothing, no shit








so tell me if u like it or not
this one came into my mind after like 2 hrs of thinking wat to write
well now its up so hope u liked it 
like always try to leave a comment or write comething in the chat abox regarding this

hey yall i m back

alrite lets get this going haha

i am here to tell u a story

it wont be that long dont worry

okay here it goes 

there was a boy 

growing up he used to play like others with a toy

yea he had a nice life 

he played he cried he didnt care abt nuthing in life

so this boy started growing up

going through changes and the ocassional rut

he was doing good nonetheless

he was having fun too and he wasnt selfish too

but wat to do ?

there was alot that boy was about to go through

any ways he came of age

he played althose new games 

and had the ocassional fun on the stage

but like everything it had to stop

and then came the sound like a POP!

but guess wat soon it became a BOOM!

and the flow was continuing

BOOM POP BOOM BOOM POP!

his father went outside

he went too

all he saw was blazing light

his father ran forward

just to be shot in the head 

DAYUM look at that wound!

oh he was a gonner

but that aint the end of the doom

BOOM!

he looks back suddenly his house is on fire

his family dead 

he was pissed

he was gona find who did this

he had enough of this shit

he got up and started walking towards the culprit

he was pushed beaten up and kicked

but wat came next made him go WAT?!

yup u guessed it he took his gun

he shot him rite through the heart

he fell with tut

well after this u can expect how this boy is gonna grow up

just a story of life in some countries

haha kay man here it goes
i have been looking back at life
remember that shit i said abt the pain and strife
well.....that gona change nw ,
cant see the light?
u know why?
cause u too lazy to fight!
get up man fight for wats right!
ur lifes worth more than this
dont go looking for other people to giv ya shit
the only opportunity u got man u gona miss
come up here man ,to the light ,here take this candle its already lit
i know how u feelin man
but i know u can get out man
i know ...i know.....i know u can
stop goofing around
look around
cant u here the sound?
the birds be chirpin 
they're waiting for u to get out and start rappin
yea there we go get up now
reach out for the light
its there u can see it now right?.....rigghhhttt??
haha thats the way now come take my hand
yea cmon nw let me pull u up
haha boy welcome to ur new world!
see look they're happy, everybody is happy even the that bird!
okay a couple of rules
u got to do something 
but its easy u dont gota worry for nothin
okay
first, u got ur religon
u pray t god 
u bow down ,give charity and follow ur principles
next u dont go back down that rabbit hole alrite
u do that and we both gonna be tight
nw watchya waiting for go out there
aint nothing gonna come out of u laying here
oh yea doug be care full u might be free here
but becareful nt to step into the dragons lair
i mean too much fame or love
dude believe me that shit is a damned snare.






hey so like i said i will try to make a less emo one soon so here ya go uhhh if i couldnt reach ur expectations i am sorry but if u did like it then tell me in the comment section or in the cbox there in the sidebar






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leave advice/praise/critiscm all in the comment or cbox




yup thats pretty much it...............i think

yea yea man hws it going
i am here to giv ya all a msg!
i havent been living a normal life
i have been through all of it
the pain the misery the strife
i live with my self in solitutde
i live in a world thats dark and crude
i cant see the light
others say its shining bright
but i cant see nthin, wats happenin?!
i am lost in the darkness
engulfed by helplessness
aaaaaaahhh this is enough
time to get up and face it
my life was never meant to be here
nah see u dont get it
i dont want to play the game i dnt want , the love, the fame
those things are just there to feed the flame
i want happiness
i dont know wat i am feeling
but theres some thing out there
that i need
i feel like its close but i cant reach it!
i cant feel it
my hand is outstretched
but all i feel is darkness
somebody come save me!
plzz
i need ur help
if ur reading this u knw shld know how dark it is in here
wat u dont ?!
get lost man i dont know u
and u dont know me
but if u do know wat it means then i am srry
frgt wat i said abve u dont need to worry
see i aint a bad guy
i am a nice guy
just that some ppl dont understand me
some ppl i think are just using me
they dnt give a damn abt me
i dnt know maybe i am just loosing it
i dont know waats wrng with me
and all those around me
HAHA!
fk it!
may be i was meant to stay here
may be i was meant to burn in sorrow's burning flare
may be i might think of smething if i just look in to the darkness and stare
on and on and on and on and on,





s
haha that was a bit unexpected!
but then again all ways expect the unexpected! ;)










alrite i just read the whole thing over and its a bit emo soooo i will making a slightly better one next
but please send me a msg in the cbox!
tell me how it is
or wat u want me to write abt :) it will be appreciated