hey man i know i havent been looking in the best of shapes lately but hopefully the following verses explain why









so heres the thing man
my mind is like a vault
nobody can get in and i cant get out
nah chill it aint ur fault
but this rhyme is just to explain ,what i have been going through, which route?
it feels like i have a 6 inch deep gash in my heart, dipped in a jar of salt
the pain is there
its too much to bare
the weight of others is on my shoulder
surrounded by warm smiles
but i m just feeling colder
feel like i m alone walking a thousand miles
still got a couple more to go 
though,
i cant get over the fact that u ppl lie so much
wat ever happened to honesty and trust?
is all of it realy gone because of ur lust?
for money,for fame .....aint u already got enough?
the sadness that surrounds me
is too dark for me to see
through the this dark mist
so i make a fist 
afraid i might crash into something 
so i keep punching the air ,here and there ......great............another miss!
if i were to write my problems
it will be turn out to be one huge list
i sometimes feel used
from society i have been refused
i feel like i have been mentaly abused
most of u seem amused
when i make jokes
dont get me wrong i like it when i make u laugh
but  sometimes i wonder whats wrong with me ?
why do i make this shrouded facade for others to see
so i am waiting here ,
just waiting for some one to see through the mask 
and just for once ................................see me.......................

EPIC! i like this one alot

START THE DAMN YOUTUBE VIDEO!


















i cant think of what to write 
my poetic mind,
its finaly lost its sight
i am searching bloody google for ideas, despite
the fact that i know it aint right
real poetry comes from the heart
not from google's might
my mind is bottling itself
like somebody put it on 6 foot high shelf
i cant reach it i need help
enough of this dilly dallying around
time to do something cause actions speak louder than any sound
I AM A MAGNIFICENT POET!
I AM S PROFOUND!
YEAH MAN U BETTER KNOW IT!
i creep behind words
i see the light behind the words
the power of speech is in my hand
times ticking by like a hour glass's sand
this is SOULFUL poetry not some asswipe song for an asswipe band
time is moving need to write this down
not making another mistake
na-uh i aint no clown
i understand whats going on
so i pick up my pen
and write with the speed f sound!
before they shoot me in the head just to calm us down
cause i am a rebel SPEAKER
i melt through ur cocoons like sulphuric acid in a BEAKER
every other poet has got some lame ass lines
like i need t seek him or to SEEK HER
these people have frgot the world
everytime i have looked at them my stomach swirled
and quite a few times i have hurled
i wrote a huge ass poem
for some specific people
so dont giv a damn ,
i just wanted to show u the and i am brave and bold
BOLD enough to knock ya out COLD!




 HAAAAHHAHAHAAHA! ;)




so how was it? tell me in the cbox alrite?

OOH yeah!
i m a beast
i am ready to feast
on ur fear
so dont run away dear
this just starting to get clear!
u thought u could put me down
but looks like the tables have turned around!
haha hey dont blame me
u started it not me!
i told u not to mess with the best!
this aint even the real deal
its just a test!
but i must confess
u did try to make my life a mess
haha bitch i m gna make u detest
not anybody but me
i am the master of deception
cant u see!?
i am a soul set free!
i am like a tiger
waiting for my meal from behind a tree!
ROAR! B***H!
HAHAHA!
i m the unbeatable
the powerful!
well except God ofcourse!
any way i am come toward u like a ghost
riding on a 6 feet horse!
swinging my sword like a maniac
just getting closer for the perfect attack!
HAHAHA run away! run away!
soon u gona lay
in ur grave
known as the douche who got knocked out by...........
W-Y-K the GREAT!




i just felt like writing this! ..........................whoa way to let off some steam!

i have been through so much 

i am standing here so brittle

i can break with a slight touch

u took it 

u took my soul out of my body

and slammed it onto the wall as u see fit

remember this is just the begining

i will make u remember me 

every where u will try to find me

i m not gonna be there

i already said goodbye 

i aint no more here

i am like the tide

i came and before u knew it 

i left ur side

i have always been a silent mind

i have tried to act kind

but i dont think i can hold it any longer

the urge within me is getting stronger

i am losing it

i cant hold ON!

F**K THIS SHIT!

no wats happening to me!

am i letting it control me!

no no get out!

cant any body hear me shout!

i am screaming

i cant be any more loud

screaming my lungs out

plz save me from this pit

of fire and death 

i am getting crowded by darkness

all i can reach out for is sorrow and regret

my life's destiny is already set

no why am i in this dark world alone

my heart is gone cold

cold as stone

no body to call 

it aint like i can call a phone

was i meant to stay here 

till i m nomore but skin and bone?

SOOOO EMO RITE? its okay another one is cming realy soon........................sooner than u think

TO ALL OF 8 KAPPA "this one goes out to you :')"

listen to the below song while ur reading plz


its amazing realy
cant say it realy
the words dont fit
but it was amazing
i aint joking i am speaking sincerly
we had a good time
i cant believe this is gona be over,
man this is sick i am sad i have to leave
but when times like these come
u just go with it and roll up ur sleeve
so promise me this one thing
u aint never gona forget me or give up(on ur dreams)
cause someday i ma come back the ringing the bell like
DING DONG DING
we will embrace each other like family and start to sing
so dont be like that
dont be sad
this is just the beginning
life aint over yet
we got a whole lota years ahead
we will meet again,so dont sweat
i will cherish our memories and the words we have said
i am sad to say good bye
but everything comes to an end
but this aint like everything
the earth may shake me off my feet too
but do nothing to my love for you
this is a true bond that will last forever
no nothing not even a tremor!

i like t listen to this when i am writing rap

yea man 
i dont know 
whats happinin 
whens all this crap gonna end
i dont know man i wana just stop rite here rite now
take a gun to the head and just CLICK CLACK BLAOW
this beat ,i dont know wat rite but its bringing everything out
i feel like i need ta shout
shout so loud!
bring a whole house down
drop a kings crown
i need to get a life, enough of acting like a clown
i feel like nobdys listening
evreybodys talking bt i am just a silent soul whispering
i have had enough of this bullshittin
i wana stop and get this thing over with
stop so i can think back 
what went wrong
why is all my rap 
so whack
i think i am just talking crap
i cant do it anymore
i have lost everything i thought was worth fighting for
i cant see where this road is leading to or
know if i ma reach the end 
sometimes i shiver
like an unrested soul i go around and linger
aint nobdy know hw i feel
aint nobdy knw this shit is so real
i needa sit back and rethink wat caused this ordeal
i feel like i am being possessed by EVIL
but i have had enough
i ma change my life
rite now
if i dont, i might never
get this chance ever
so lets spin the word EVIL 
so i can get the word LIVE
alrite thats mre like it
so that goes for every one sharing the same feelings
lets get up and live
FK the evil lets live
live like we never did
fk the world and feed it shit
its depressing u?
me too
so forget abt it
the worlds like a shadow
if u try to catch it 
u never will
but if u turn away from it
he has to follow u even if its not his own will
so get up there lets shw them how we do it
lets show them aint nothing gona stop us
nope, nothing, no shit








so tell me if u like it or not
this one came into my mind after like 2 hrs of thinking wat to write
well now its up so hope u liked it 
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